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In death Floating along the wisp of life. Feeling lost in heavens great strife. My love is finally broken in shards. The hatred that begins with you ends With news of angst from stars and bars. I read your palms time after time. None of it can make any sense. Joking and poking with a mime. Often you gave in to your tense Meaning when Venus was Aline with mars. Getting no where with this simple song. My anger is burnt up with your desire. The angel in black has burned with fire. Laughing with its evil, grinning bong. My shroud is grass, the coffin is now.
Night of our moon This world is a game of do or die We refuse to see the tears as the children, they cry We don't even stop to ask ourselves why It's not that we're mean, we simply know not how to be so kind And the moon rises over the rye Eerily kissing the twilight goodbye the moon rising over the rye Blue skies are for the eagles wings and sometimes, when the moon is up,the wind only seems to sing of how, come dawn, the skies are free it's beauty is shared by you and me And the moon's disappearing into a blue sky granting the eagles the freedom to fly the moon disappearing into our blue sky We have all had our share of sorrow and pain Without this, may I ask you, would you really be sane and though it is sad to see our loved ones leave you'd be blind not to see how through darkness the moon's light does weave And as we look to the moon we're in tears as we remember good times and past years looking to the moonlight in tears We have made it through the day, the moon is now in sight Come now children, you've all been wronged and you know this in the night You ponder of how in the day the wrong could seem so right You ignorance betrayed you, and did you really think there could be a shadow not cast by light And the moon comes to us in the night through darkness comes hope with its pale silver light the moon is with you in the night Now it may just be me, but man,it seems, is overrated But to you I'm a child, and so the poet has overstated As you turn away from the truth, you cast your own shadow of doubt And as you are engulfed in its darkness, your denial it echoed in shout And as we watch the shadows dance on an eerie moonlit night No longer ignorant, but innocent, no longer wrong nor right Our lives had seemed so hollow, here their only an illusion The wind is calling out my name. End of poem, my last conclusion
Follow The Map I'll run away when I'm 17 My future, I've already seen I see you and some grief Lets grow old on the western coast You is what I've always needed most These times have got the best of you CHORUS: I've grown so cold Goodbye to pain, goodbye to love I've lost all the feeling This sea-salt air has overtaken my soul Let it overtake you too I've won all the wars that I need And kept promises that I could keep So this time, I have to leave I'm dreaming, I can't fall asleep My minds on fire I lay restless, and tired Have you ever imagined a new life It's your choice, you have a second time I hope you think more then just twice CHORUS x 2 All of this is left unreal Written down as a failure I feel I made my move, I went in for the kill I'm left bloody, and wide-open My tears are leaving my eyes out of focus We could live life the way we want Goodbye, I'm sorry I've been so blunt CHORUS x 2 I'll run away when I'm 17 I'll leave you when I'm 17 CHORUS x 1
Purple Terminology & Rainbow Clouds Light winged smoke, the one to blame, Creeping out from my minds clear flame. Silvery surface of my imagination, Fading to black, from all accusation. I lay upon the midnights shadowy skirts, Watching black moonbeams with the stars emberresed. Heavenly leisure, waiting over the top, But I keep falling, I cant seem to stop. Purple terminology filling me instead, Of red or yellow flowers buds, opening their heads. Great waves from an ocean so blue, I heed not this, buts its monsters, always true. Whats left, in this world thats fake? Just I, rusting with the mistakes. Rainbow clouds of sweet lullaby, Take me now, I'm ready to die.
Tragic Ending The light at the end of went out too soon This kid wasn't meant to fall to his doom Today the school is mourning his death Crying in the halls, not able to rest These kids really loved him He wasn't meant to die so soon Six more months until his graduation An empty chair, and hearts left with questions Tears and memory's in behalf of his blessings This schools never going to be the same He came so fast and left too soon These kids really loved him Standing in the halls they reminisce All the good things about him they'll always miss He's the only kid in school who spun a binder on his finger Carried a boom box when skiing down the hill Something I think about to this day still Yet I can't seem to understand what was going through his head I came to school, finding out this kid he was dead A tragic ending to an unfinished story
Without even knowing there are eyes on every face so why do yours make my heart race why does your smile light up my day and then take all my pain away what's more why have those eyes I prize never once looked into mine every day I talk to you but still you haven't got a clue just how much love I feel for you I want to do what you do for me to share your pleasures and your pain and wipe away your wounds with ease I want to feel your tender touch and hear your whispers in the dark that turn all of my fears to dust all alone here lying in bed thoughts of you pop in my head fantasies of love so true but I'll never get what I want from you realization tears me apart tears slip down my cheeks without even knowing, you broke my heart
Sing~a~Song~ of~Sixpence sing a song of sixpence a bottle full of rye four and twenty blackbirds baked in a pie. When the pie was opened the birds began to sing; Who put that pastry on, we could'nt see a thing! The King was in the counting house Counting out his money; The Queen was in the parlour, Looking at him kind of funny! The maid was in the garden hanging out the clothes; where the king spends his cash, she's the one who knows! ali-p 2003
Leather Lace i once saw a face, it was so beautiful, it began to drown my soul, quicker as she stood in leather lace, and time began to unfold, I could hear the melody starting to pull, so i grasped her mystical flow, towards the heart, which began to beat, did not know her, nor knew where to start, when or how could we meet, deep started to call on deep, and in my heart and soul began for her to weep, i need an explanation, for such a moment, but as soon as i was told, i found out she was heaven sent! I can't understand the concept, emotions in a rage, but why writing tears on this last page, she may not understand and she may not care, but truly she is more than the crystal clear, morning of fog and light, truly god sent beauty to my sight, for this is the day i met grace, and yes she stood in leather lace!
Vulnerable I feel so insecure, But confident and so sure, Knowing that you love me,but also realizing, That with one word you could break my heart, And with one movement you could shatter my soul, And with one thought you could destroy my dreams, I've never felt this way before, Don't know if its healthy, Or rotten to the core, All I know is that as Abby would say, "Your the key on my key-chain, and the rose on my bush," So please don't kick down the door, Or let the flowers wilt to the floor, because I Love You more than you could ever know, And I never want to let you go.
Free or Not? Shackles of a broken love, loosen and drop from my soul Give me the freedom I've yearned for to fully make me whole Allow me to search within myself with the ability to find A love that doesn't hurt my heart nor destroy my mind I want to be free, just me, myself and I I want to be free, and let not time pass me by For so long I have accepted a cloudiness in my space No more shall endure such pain, for this I shall erase The time has come for me to make a new change in my life Questions and answers being sought, appears before my eyes I want to be free, just me, myself and I I want to be free, and live a joyful peaceful life. I choose to embrace peace and happiness within my inner soul Thanking you for strengthening me and loosening up this hold Sometimes it may take time for a broken love to heal But, only if I keep the faith, will a true love be revealed It's being free to love me, to love myself and I Time to me is of the essence and it will not pass me by
Complicated I want to give you everything Its you I want to hold But how can I do this When right now I feel so cold I wonder if I’m wasting my time On something that may not be When all I want to show you Is the whole me I could tell you a million times Just how great life could be If only you can change your ways For a survival of you and me I could walk away right now And always wonder why My tears would be just like the snow Frozen when I cry Danyon L. Youngs 2-11-02
Just Say Goodbye I can feel it slipping away- the love we once shared. Maybe it was just a dream or an illusion to make myself happy Maybe you really hate me- maybe you were just being polite. So much crap- no more all gone Intense emotion faded.... into the abyss. Soul mates, gone. All eyes on me-never end walking slowly away.
The Great White Wish (The Word Of Jesus): "God is a murderer" I would eat your heart out for my own pleasures, I'd only love you for you're buried treasures. I can see death when we are all feel so high, I'd like to sleep underneath the cocaine sky. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. You fiddle around with me like a contrabassoon, I feel like I only hate you on a full moon. I'm not mad you, the drugs are mad at you, You'll find my phylosophy in the carnage stew. (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. (Bridge) This is what I do, Something inside of you. This is what I feel, It's okay to kill. This is all the cocaine, Help me kill the pain. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought.
Why am I still waiting? I sit on my bed staring at the clock, Where are you? It then strikes half past two, when will you call? three o'clock and you still haven't called, Why am I still waiting? I've sat here since one pm or earlier, I'm sick of these games you play. Tampering with my trust in you and making me feel not wanted, I'm done with this. But if I'm sick of all this then why do I stick around? I love you. You finally call at pm and I'm ready to let you go, But I want to know where you were. So where were you while I waited around for you? You then say you just forgot. I think about it all while I listen to Numb by Linkin Park Which reminds me a little of us. A month passes and I hear from you yet again, You want my heart to belong to you once more. Stupid me let's myself fall back in love with you I know it won't last forever. I now feel for someone other than you and it is not fair. So I say goodbye once again. A couple weeks later, all I think about is you, Please let me try one more time. That is all I ask, Just one date.
Parting Ways (The Day The Music Died) The last note still ringing in his ears, the night’s events still swirling around in his head, he walks out of the door into the warm evening air. The entire atmosphere is one of joyous sadness. Emotions course through the air, giving it some sort of charge. The next morning shall be the last exchange of the drink of the fruit of passion, and yet the solemn first for him. Later tomorrow he knows, they all know, that they must part ways. They must all leave their oasis of comfort and security to dive again into the vast sea of reality, of conformity. Yet still they cherish it, hold on to it. Even in the last moments of such a magical night, they open their minds, their hearts, open their souls to each other and learn to love that which is there in what others have exposed. The chants of “…MORE, MORE, MORE, MORE” truly resound in not only everyone’s thoughts but in their utmost desires. Late that night, lying in that same old bed for the last time, gazing up at the concrete ceiling. Finally, his thoughts allowed to sit and slowly filter out. Shock, insubordinate yet knowingly unjust anger. A few muttered words from the other side of the room, a brief agreement of opinions. Then silence. The hazy recollection of events over the past three weeks, the bittersweet insanity which so marked each and every day. The mistakes made, the friendships formed, the battles lost and won. And as all of this starts to settle down into a gentle murmur, he drifts off into sleep. The next morning, torn from the warm embrace of his frail sheets, down to the circle, sips from the glass, toasts to a fallen comrade. Soon enough the group all progressed to go through their daily routines one final time. They returned to what they knew was the inevitable. They were there, it was time to be rounded up and brought back to their respective lives. Tears were shed, last goodbyes, every single one of them joined as one united being, as one entity separate from their single selves. Each and every one of them will never leave the spot they were when they knew it was time they had to leave. Those who knew they could never return let fall the rains of their misery. Their true love for something so intangible yet so true and so real ripped apart their true selves and lovingly joined their true selves back together in an instant. But, as inevitabilities go, by midday it was empty and silent. Once could almost feel on the air all that had occurred there so few hours ago. That evening, He finally lay in bed before sleep. All were dispersed from that place they cherished so dear, back in the true world but thinking of naught but what they had left behind. And all at once, without warning, from places near and far came the sound of 300 voices: “This will be the day that I die…”
Left Untouched Not talking is tearing me apart your friendship held such a special part of my heart Everything was going alright that was until the other night Maybe it never should have be spoken of Just left in the dark as a hidden love Being more than friends could make this end A helping hand you will not lend Your feelings are so unclear to me Others have said but i will let it be All i want is to hear it from you Set me straight and tell me true
Always Gone Chest enclosed heart about to explode please don't leave again you've already left I know it's not the way I think of it but I can't help but think of it that way I know you care about me so why are you so far? Why does my heart want you so knowing you are too soon to leave knowing I will be left with tears and memories once lived now gone. Through the darkness of it all it was worth it you are worth the pain of seeing you leave because at least I got to see you Why does my heart whisper your name into the wind, when all it does is travel the other way? Why do you torture me so with words of brilliance only to be left behind with the hands of time?
Purple Terminology & Rainbow Clouds Light winged smoke, the one to blame, Creeping out from my minds clear flame. Silvery surface of my imagination, Fading to black, from all accusation. I lay upon the midnights shadowy skirts, Watching black moonbeams with the stars emberresed. Heavenly leisure, waiting over the top, But I keep falling, I cant seem to stop. Purple terminology filling me instead, Of red or yellow flowers buds, opening their heads. Great waves from an ocean so blue, I heed not this, buts its monsters, always true. Whats left, in this world thats fake? Just I, rusting with the mistakes. Rainbow clouds of sweet lullaby, Take me now, I'm ready to die.
Confusing Confusion So many choices, don't know where to go North; South; East; West, being pulled in all directions Work or study can not decide love and hate, to live or die cross or stay, come or go confusing the paths , but down which road? Left or right, up and down sing a song or smile or frown speak of feelings, keep them inside embrace death or coward and hide show my face or wear the mask eat the food or the trash so many choices without a clue of the decisions I'm to do. stay with you, come or go wait beside, behind or below questions problems which to solve the fun, cruel, maybe non at all so many choices, going insane or already was, ahh! the pain so many choices, what to do i do not know, I HAVE NOT A CLUE!!!!!!
Tangerine Reflection Exoskeletal waste peeled off in sickening stretches of torn bone marrow ripping. T O S aside as S rubbish. E D Rummage through file cabinets of trials,habits,love and all the other trivial things we can't breath without. Sticky soul penetrated by a roaming finger. Lingering aftertaste. Smash the case and open up my mind or don't. Who cares either way? Pulp sculpted into a car wreck victim's heart,beating in a soggy pile. Terrains of orange like the straining morning trying to invade the horizon again. Adjust the tint knob. Life is green. And always moreso on the other side of discovery. Rubbery shrapnel. Apples to oranges is the equation of my existence. Armor annihilated and discarded. Amour,why?These flakes span our parted ways my melting dove.
A Suicide Bombing An unimaginably loud explosion, Is followed by broken glass, And the screams of women and children, Who are caught up in the blast. They are caught up in a conflict, It is catching up with all their lives, It hasn’t asked for what it’s taken, And it won’t apologise. The people open their eyes, Or at least all those who can, They don’t want to see the damage, Dealt by the bombers hand. They survey all the bleeding, They hear the cries of pain, They struggle to comprehend this, And they start to feel the strain. A half a dozen are dead, Fathers, mothers and sons, And no one can answer the question: In all this loss, just who has won? What would drive a person To board a bus with this in his head? The survivors don’t know the reason, Anyone who does is probably dead.
After the Storm It was a warm fall night, And scattered around the ground were leaves, As the wind blew the empty tree's gently in the breeze. Whispers could be heard as wolves were howling steadily. The moon was bright, the shadows were mysterious. The laughter's slowly diminished as the fog rolled in. The land grew dark, the shadows not as sharp, But the waves kept moving peacefully -in and out.- The tide was high, the moon was full but slightly hidden in this merely fog that had moved on shore. Clouds slowly part as the stars can be seen, lighting the colours of the forest. As our boat entered the harbour's lights, we knew we were finally home; safe and sound! Our journey has come to an end on this warm fall night, so we thought...
I..i jus..iuno i dont know anymore wasn't this suppose to be home? parents and their kids have issues from yelling to hitting to leaving to drugs well thats my life always yelling, being hit, always leaving, on drugs to much its not going to change my life isn't worth much anymore it never was actually... i told my dad he's a fucking prick his reaction... he threw a glass ashtray at me thats ok though; being on all sorts of pills no pain what so ever my dad will get it back all the stuff he's put me through his time will come i will not say though it will just happen for now im packing up and going home once again but it wont change much just wont have to put up with dad everything else will be the same
Hope in life I had hope I should of known it was lie I knew it wouldn't last I knew someone was lying to me I knew it why did I believe you why did I believe her I believed cause I have dreams I have hopes but why have hope hope is pointless hope will only cause me to break more so I give up hope I will leave this hope of find loving I will leave all hope behind I will slowly die for hope was all that I had in life hope... is a dream
Leather Lace i once saw a face, it was so beautiful, it began to drown my soul, quicker as she stood in leather lace, and time began to unfold, I could hear the melody starting to pull, so i grasped her mystical flow, towards the heart, which began to beat, did not know her, nor knew where to start, when or how could we meet, deep started to call on deep, and in my heart and soul began for her to weep, i need an explanation, for such a moment, but as soon as i was told, i found out she was heaven sent! I can't understand the concept, emotions in a rage, but why writing tears on this last page, she may not understand and she may not care, but truly she is more than the crystal clear, morning of fog and light, truly god sent beauty to my sight, for this is the day i met grace, and yes she stood in leather lace!
Fading a few unwanted words meant more then pain itself we were falling all together thought talking might help i guess i was wrong it only made it worst the tears finally came and we both just burst a couple days that were unbearable thought - how could i go on those few hours we hadn't spoke seemed like way to long just when i thought we were over that we'd finally reached the end we both thought it over and we still were best of friends you promised no more fading i promised to put you as one but as a week or two went past the hiding from each other again begun you don't tell me anything all i ever hear are those three words as though everything will be okay as long as they are heard i don't tell you either fear it won't be kept safe that something else will begin and all the love will turn to hate i want to know whats wrong just tell me and prove yourself true and i promise if there's anything i need i will always turn to you no more hiding anything no more creating pain always there for each other to keep each other sane always will i love you i never want to see you fade just as long as you promise never to throw what we have away not over some guy or something you think is love because together thats what we have thats what our friendships' of you were the one who was there before the greatest friend in the world i love you always and forever always ~ your baby girl ~*)()(baby girl)()(*~
Never Broken My heart is in your hands. What will you do with it? I give it freely; I've not had it broken before. I may not deserve it, but I hope we end together. We may not make it, but we have to try, right? How could we sacrifice what we have, something so beautiful. These are the things dreams are made of, that which we have, Things sometimes never achieved. We have. You tell me you're mine, if I ever want you. How could you even doubt it? I never have. You say you're independent - so am I. You don't want to be tied down too early. I'll help you fly. You say you don't want to spend eternity without me. What kind of God would do that to us? Not any God of mine. Time wasted on meaningless pastimes, without you. So many things I want you to see, to be with me through. I can't wait for the day I never leave you, together. The day we become one, in God's eyes, forever. Love does not begin to say it all.
Two for the Price of one! Today only sales a slice of heaven with a free movie rental per three card purchase exceptions everywhere to everyday prices always the drive for money and sex and more money the two things that never come free always a price attached gift with purchase free WITH 6 UPC's green trees are hard to grow big constantly plucked by these undieing consumer driven souls who say and believe to give is NEVER better than to receive knowing in their minds whats under that bow but not the store sweat shops didn't you know your new tee shirt yeah the green one that goes so well with your khaki pants it was hand sewn by a six year old doesn't matter you say because they got paid minus the taxes room and board 500 dollars a month sucked into a plastic card and unknown recites you don't know where the money goes where it stops no body knows landlord to crack dealer to HIS father to buy YOUR great aunts CHRIST-mas gift never ending circle of life driven by money FOR money after all" someone has to pay the Shaffer who buys the cookies who pays the utilities who buys a plunger who goes to McDonald's only to sue ask for more money for making him fat no more McDonald's fault than yours but the cycle continues who buys grandma's gift which is inherited by the cats who eat it away but there's plenty more where that came from but where did it come from does anyone know the curse of money flow dimes Regan dimes marching through the street calling our souls the TRUE pipers song of green greed is that enough 4 point what Mr.Gates? swimming in ones starving children let them starve lonely monks with pea plants all green in the end natures cycle man's mistake
One Way My face dry and burnt from the afternoon sun, Facing toward forever. Behind me, a world of pain and anguish, One step forward, a solution. They yell from below, But their voices are trivial. They didn't care then, They don't care now. Slowly breathing, There's no turning back. I let myself fly, The wind on my side, And soar from the peak of despair. Falling into an endless ocean of darkness, Into the pain, that no one bothered to notice. Ripping the air, Like a knife plunged deep, A blur out the window, To those who would cynically glance. A waste of skin, A waste of time, A waste of life. Blessed, Sweet, Pavement...
Message Upon a mailbox I did stumble And all that I wished Was to leave a message Perfect, like they were. This is what I left: I want to leave a message Something Beautiful And touching Yet witty And humorous Intelligent But not pretentious... I guess this will work I love you. That is all.
Message Upon a mailbox I did stumble And all that I wished Was to leave a message Perfect, like they were. This is what I left: I want to leave a message Something Beautiful And touching Yet witty And humorous Intelligent But not pretentious... I guess this will work I love you. That is all.
Leather Lace i once saw a face, it was so beautiful, it began to drown my soul, quicker as she stood in leather lace, and time began to unfold, I could hear the melody starting to pull, so i grasped her mystical flow, towards the heart, which began to beat, did not know her, nor knew where to start, when or how could we meet, deep started to call on deep, and in my heart and soul began for her to weep, i need an explanation, for such a moment, but as soon as i was told, i found out she was heaven sent! I can't understand the concept, emotions in a rage, but why writing tears on this last page, she may not understand and she may not care, but truly she is more than the crystal clear, morning of fog and light, truly god sent beauty to my sight, for this is the day i met grace, and yes she stood in leather lace!
Suicide Why did I do this, Why did I lie, Why did I chose that I wanted to die? I picked up that knife, And slit up and down, The blood rushing out, my life ending fast was a definite doubt, I swallowed those pills, I knew the many people that kills, The taste sour in my mouth, My breath now was going south, Slower and slower I began to breath, Why did he have to leave, I lay on the floor, Trying to reach the door, My screams no one heard, Not even a single word, I begged to God, Don't let me do this, Don't let me die, Then for no reason, I began to wonder why, I remembered his face, Oh I want to leave this place, I crawled out the door, Blood rushing out more and more, The trail followed me into the kitchen, I opened a drawer, Then everything I used to fear, Became so clear, As I held that gun to my head, I knew in a minute Id be dead, BOOM... Standing over my body I began to realize, That Im not the only person people will try to victimize, Why did I do this, Why did I lie, Why did I chose, That I wanted to die?
The Great White Wish (The Word Of Jesus): "God is a murderer" I would eat your heart out for my own pleasures, I'd only love you for you're buried treasures. I can see death when we are all feel so high, I'd like to sleep underneath the cocaine sky. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. You fiddle around with me like a contrabassoon, I feel like I only hate you on a full moon. I'm not mad you, the drugs are mad at you, You'll find my phylosophy in the carnage stew. (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. (Bridge) This is what I do, Something inside of you. This is what I feel, It's okay to kill. This is all the cocaine, Help me kill the pain. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought.
Feeling insecure, are we? we stay within the confines of our bodies and the concrete; we communicate with simple greetings while we hurry on to more important things ...classes, appointments, critical meetings... Hello there. (do you see my face?) (don’t be alarmed dear, it isn’t really mine, this is only stage make-up... and I put it on sometimes, when I want to hide or pretend to be anyone but me... You understand, don’t you?) Hello there. (do you hear my words?) (I fancy them passionate purple and red, but you disagree claiming they’re deceitful green. and when they float from my mouth dear, you’ll find they buzz around your ear, until they decide it is safe to crawl in. next, the decision is your's alone will you chew on them for the time being savoring what they have to offer, will you find them true and better than all that saccharin shit you’ve been eating up till now? will you be finicky, as you usually are, will you go in unwillingly, and find they are rotten will you spit them on the sidewalk and run quickly away? will you mold my words... like jell-o...or play-doh ...or kids with mashed potatoes... and then, when your new sculpture is complete ...a masterpiece in its own right... will you hand it back to me ...well, by then, it's not the same ...words switched, meaning’s changed) Hello there. (do you see me stroll away? ...and I seem confident inside these confines... it’s as though self and sidewalk have no effect on me)
Third Strike So I ran around in the dark (a mistake) With blind eyes, and a blind mind (a choice) I've ran out of words (a crime) Let me end this now (so I can die) I've broken down (ran out of time) Ruined everything again (my life) Why can't I go? Why can't I go? CHORUS: Blistering fire tears my insides To a crisp, I find myself go blind Help me now, I need your kiss so bad Look, now I've succumbed to be sad Tear drops burn my wounds I always figured I'd end up last, I'd lose And this time I'll be smart Won't be misled, won't be brought down Walk my way over the snow covered hills Find a life that suites me well So long, we'll meet again sometime before hell CHORUS x 2 REPEAT 1 with parentheses first CHORUS x 1
If you could if you could read some ones mind do you every wounder what you'll find maybe a mind full of hopes an wonderful dreams or of thoughts of death an an not so good things would you use it to your advantage to make people see the damage or the warmness of there heart an not the darkness in every part if you could read my mine do you wounder what you would find wrote between the lines??
Why I Do It Some things we do and we wonder why We wish we could say why we did it If you think about it you already know You just don't want to admit it You climb so high and wish to come down When you're down you wish you were up The worst feeling you could imagine Wait till your down and you want back up Pray to forget your life one more minute It's all you need to get through the day Kill yourself inside when you think Wanting to be there all day You're there and you wonder why Why is this what you want You're down and it kills you inside And you realize it's all you want Let me forget you, let me forget everything I know its killing me, everything is I hurt myself one way or the other Right now, it doesn't matter what it is
I..i jus..iuno i dont know anymore wasn't this suppose to be home? parents and their kids have issues from yelling to hitting to leaving to drugs well thats my life always yelling, being hit, always leaving, on drugs to much its not going to change my life isn't worth much anymore it never was actually... i told my dad he's a fucking prick his reaction... he threw a glass ashtray at me thats ok though; being on all sorts of pills no pain what so ever my dad will get it back all the stuff he's put me through his time will come i will not say though it will just happen for now im packing up and going home once again but it wont change much just wont have to put up with dad everything else will be the same
Cold Moon blue seclusion illuminating the midnight forest every breath sending a cloud of cold crystals it is all the best looking at the cold blue moon wondering..... Will I die soon? Is this the last thing of beauty I see? And something tells me no To keep living my life Because.... There is another full moon Around the corner
Leather Lace i once saw a face, it was so beautiful, it began to drown my soul, quicker as she stood in leather lace, and time began to unfold, I could hear the melody starting to pull, so i grasped her mystical flow, towards the heart, which began to beat, did not know her, nor knew where to start, when or how could we meet, deep started to call on deep, and in my heart and soul began for her to weep, i need an explanation, for such a moment, but as soon as i was told, i found out she was heaven sent! I can't understand the concept, emotions in a rage, but why writing tears on this last page, she may not understand and she may not care, but truly she is more than the crystal clear, morning of fog and light, truly god sent beauty to my sight, for this is the day i met grace, and yes she stood in leather lace!
Tangerine Reflection Exoskeletal waste peeled off in sickening stretches of torn bone marrow ripping. T O S aside as S rubbish. E D Rummage through file cabinets of trials,habits,love and all the other trivial things we can't breath without. Sticky soul penetrated by a roaming finger. Lingering aftertaste. Smash the case and open up my mind or don't. Who cares either way? Pulp sculpted into a car wreck victim's heart,beating in a soggy pile. Terrains of orange like the straining morning trying to invade the horizon again. Adjust the tint knob. Life is green. And always moreso on the other side of discovery. Rubbery shrapnel. Apples to oranges is the equation of my existence. Armor annihilated and discarded. Amour,why?These flakes span our parted ways my melting dove.
Vulnerable I feel so insecure, But confident and so sure, Knowing that you love me,but also realizing, That with one word you could break my heart, And with one movement you could shatter my soul, And with one thought you could destroy my dreams, I've never felt this way before, Don't know if its healthy, Or rotten to the core, All I know is that as Abby would say, "Your the key on my key-chain, and the rose on my bush," So please don't kick down the door, Or let the flowers wilt to the floor, because I Love You more than you could ever know, And I never want to let you go.
The Great White Wish (The Word Of Jesus): "God is a murderer" I would eat your heart out for my own pleasures, I'd only love you for you're buried treasures. I can see death when we are all feel so high, I'd like to sleep underneath the cocaine sky. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. You fiddle around with me like a contrabassoon, I feel like I only hate you on a full moon. I'm not mad you, the drugs are mad at you, You'll find my phylosophy in the carnage stew. (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought. (Bridge) This is what I do, Something inside of you. This is what I feel, It's okay to kill. This is all the cocaine, Help me kill the pain. (pre-chorus) I wish for more white lines, I wish for three more dicks, And I wish I was god so I can become greater than him! (chorus) Forget it! That's right, I've said it this way, Nevermind, it's all in the cache. Forget it! The world you know is always white, I made a wish from a cocaine pipe. Forget it! You'll never figure this song out, Not even when the world is a drought.
Never Broken My heart is in your hands. What will you do with it? I give it freely; I've not had it broken before. I may not deserve it, but I hope we end together. We may not make it, but we have to try, right? How could we sacrifice what we have, something so beautiful. These are the things dreams are made of, that which we have, Things sometimes never achieved. We have. You tell me you're mine, if I ever want you. How could you even doubt it? I never have. You say you're independent - so am I. You don't want to be tied down too early. I'll help you fly. You say you don't want to spend eternity without me. What kind of God would do that to us? Not any God of mine. Time wasted on meaningless pastimes, without you. So many things I want you to see, to be with me through. I can't wait for the day I never leave you, together. The day we become one, in God's eyes, forever. Love does not begin to say it all.
Why I Do It Some things we do and we wonder why We wish we could say why we did it If you think about it you already know You just don't want to admit it You climb so high and wish to come down When you're down you wish you were up The worst feeling you could imagine Wait till your down and you want back up Pray to forget your life one more minute It's all you need to get through the day Kill yourself inside when you think Wanting to be there all day You're there and you wonder why Why is this what you want You're down and it kills you inside And you realize it's all you want Let me forget you, let me forget everything I know its killing me, everything is I hurt myself one way or the other Right now, it doesn't matter what it is
